20061130

0112,430pm,justwait

all of the wasted time
the hours that were left behind
the answers that we'll never find
they don't mean a thing tonight

i'll set off on a new chase
i gotta see a new face
i need to take a holiday

à moi vous êtes parfait; 12:57


20061128

tellmewhat'schanged?


isn't it funny how things change. yeah i know, things change all the time, but this.. this is huge. and i've never really felt that feeling before, until now. its like something hit me. yano, like at a point in your life..there're people whom you thought you'd be close with for the rest of your life, and now, thats not so true anymore. i feel kinda sad. i really do. because we can say it, but it isn't anymore.. is it? and its difficult to revert to old ways, cos let's face it.. things aren't even remotely close to the way they were anymore.

but i guess that's how things are. people come and go, they change, interests change, and then it happens. before you know it, you've change. and when you realise this change, the sadness comes. all we can do is to not lose the person completely and try like hell to keep those around you now, cos sooner or later.. change happens and all ur left with.. are memories to keep.

wow, im really a sad duckling la. haha these are the kindsa posts that someone would refer to as mopey and totallly boring and mundane -.- and yeah! but thats how i feeel! and weather isnt amking things nicer.. maybe its just the after effects of muggin too much! and people dont believe that i actually study!! oi! im not that slacker anymore. im a reformed mugger.

so so far, nothings interestings been happening. no photos, no nothing, just books books lecture notes and mugging, yes and the occassional tv. the sad life of a student. lucky im not living in some dodgy dorm in nus, id just kill myself of cos the depressing place. im serious! i get depressed just looking at the dorm!! (no offence) hahaha ahhh.. my brains at its limit! no more real estate init for anymore information. haha i wanna tennis so bad and just nap one whole day away. that was my life ok. for 10 friggin mnths and to switch up in 4 mnths, yeps, its called withdrawal symptons. and im still hooked to online shopping! apparently someones caught the bug!! but its the exams now, just wait after the exams! you'll see the damage man. or rather my bank account will see it. but enough random ramblings! im off for a session in cramming 101. sigh..

oyeah! and its awesome that jez had a blast for her birthday!!!!! haha but on a totally selfishly disgusting note.. knowing peoples having fun while im eyeballs deep in studying. well.. let's just say it sucks! ahhh my brothers playing ddr on the computer? AND IT'S FUCKING ANNOYIGN!!! arghhhh! ohk, maybe so maybe this is the second most thing that sucks. -.- so its down to 2.. JUST 2!! friday just come quick.. pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

à moi vous êtes parfait; 22:48


jacksonwatersaretheshit!!!

you want your independence
but you won't let me let you go
you want to test the waters
and leave it on the empty shores
but i'll take my time if you want to
and i'll give you whatever you need
and i'll wait a lifetime to give in to you, give in to you

hoho. I LOVE THIS SONG! now, wheres my downloader..

à moi vous êtes parfait; 00:25


20061127

YAY!UR19!!!!!

first things first..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
JEZZIE BEZZIE!!!!
I <333333333333333>

my birthday! and you made it an awesome one!

us before gotham! eh remb what happened that night? i gt crushed my yewteng man. that fuck fatty actually FELL ON ME!

ok, im really bad at captioning! maybe thats why i dont put alotta pictures up! other than the fact that i dont own a super stylo mylo that i wont be ashamed to use camera*hint christmas' comign people! haha so we'll go out friday! yay i think we need some new photos of us 3! remb to bring ur cam girlies!
speaking of friday, exams end on friday and ill be a free bird! more tennis more sleep more of everything! i can't hardly wait! ok, so time to get cracking and start revising the stats for tmr and listen to a new bout of songs! yay i dont feel so stressed anymore (:



à moi vous êtes parfait; 13:29


20061122

thepostthatwasn'ttobe

i finally have the urge to blog again! yay ok maybe not so yay seeing as how i'm right smack in the midst of the stinkin' pre-exams period and everyones prepping for it and i shouldnt be blogging. anyhows! i went to schl to study damn ass econs tdy. for 6 friggin hrs k. mugging mode was on. and i swear nus has the most mugger-erish people in this teensy country. like hello, NO BENCHES TO STUDY! and the one we gt was rain splash non-resistant/ infested with mosquitoes/dude with ff. worst studying place ever. the whole schl was literally crawling with muggers. they were almost sprawling from the lib, its scarey. im serious.

and its funny how only when the exams are coming people have the most fun! hahah or i remb i have fun anyways. went out with the boys sunday night, and wth to DOTA. like wth k, im officially the lousiest dota person arnd, i get very kanchiong when i get attacked den die. haha kp dying, cannot kill other peoples ass. its not so fun! plus vern was like from duno what kinda dota planet hero man la ok, he gt my ass like the most. grrr but at least the 2nd game i gt the same no. of deaths as jiaxiang! haha ok, i dont feel so bad now!!

went to newton for seafood yay. but my (white !!!) shirt gt chilli-ed by kelvins very brilliant attempt to use chopsticks to pick up a closed mussel and hold it 20cm above the plate fulla saucey chilli stuff. BRILLIANT I TELL YOU! yups, you all know what happens next. after supper, sent vone outside PS to grab a cab and went for a movie after that at the cathay! haha watched step up (note: chick flick) with a buncha boys!!! haha and i din even choose it! hahah jia did! LOL but it was pretty gd i spose (noone fell aslp :p)! the dancings gd but the actings kinda backside. but nvm! nice feel good movie nonetheless!!

and i wanna put the chritmas tree up soon! christmas' in a month! yay i like the tree. its cute and glittery. i have no idea how the hell we managed to convince the kanchiong spider mom to get the glittery one! hahahaha the glitter falls off. esp when the cat triees to climb it. and we shud make it red or sth. silvers boring alr! im so friggin excited to be lazy again!

saw jez's blog. thats what the holiday season does to people. it makes one be thankful for ur family, friends, food on the table, ur laptop and.. you know, the whole nine yards. haha but it was nice with the old pics and all, thats what i like best! send me! SEND ME!! hahha even tho some we look like shit. haha utter shit. like worse than shit, omfg. haha i still want em! it just reminds us how much we've all grown! and wow, i used to look like SHIT! or have i alr sed that? haha maybe we'll look back in 7 years and say the same thing bout our present selves! tht'll be cool and fuck funny. thts the gd thing bout the www den huh? ITS MF-ING HUGGGGGGGGGGGEEEEE!!! information like our blogs hang arnd for ages in thin air and they dont fade. well, unless blogger decides to be a pangsai and CRASH! (!!!!)

well, its 3am and my eyes are fuzzing from all that studying. i shall sleep. dreamlands beckoning! HUGS TO THE WORLD HAHA

ok, ive officially lost my mind.

ps. and have u checked out the vid below! its so friggin nice k, i wish i was the one who came up with that, the whole concept is just c-DOUBLE FRIGGIN O-l okays! and u shud give kuddos to the lead cos he had cancer and he kick cancers ass! which is something close to the heart (:

à moi vous êtes parfait; 01:51


20061120

lookingfoward

it's scarey how i constantly wish it were next month. well who wouldn't! lets seee.. this month, study study school projects due EXAMS. hmm, next month, complete freedom dunneeda wake early tennis CHRISTMAS the niqs coming back! yay i think ill take next month thanks.

i like this vid --




Jack's Mannequin - "The Mixed Tape"

Official Website MySpace

à moi vous êtes parfait; 11:37


20061118

foranyonewhowatchesgrey's

MEREDITH: "Derek's camping. Taking time. Getting space."
CRISTINA: "Prestons do not go into the woods. A guy named Preston is gonna get his ass kicked by a squirrel."
IZZIE: "It's basically a slumber party. They do it outside, we do it inside. It's really the only difference."

--

haha, ok fine, not that funny! but i need distractions from all the damn work!

o, and i lost my ezlink. smre i just topped up )))))))))): so, anyone who sees it please return the damn thing! please? dreamer_coyote@hotmail.com OKAYS? thanks! i think i need a wallet now. haha

à moi vous êtes parfait; 03:22


20061115

ohnoo

10 days to the finals. and guess what? hah, not even half of my works revised!! can anyone say screwed? cos thats what i see that the end if i dont get my shit together!!

à moi vous êtes parfait; 23:50


20061114

superdepressingstuff!

red eyes and lost voice
as you lay alone to to make your choice
so wont you turn the other way?
and say that it'll be all okay?

the hugs you long for never come
the ones usually dismissed by some
but i'll have you know that i won't let go
'cos i long to see your face, so..

im hanging on to every hope
and praying that i will not choke
because i know your worth the wait,
even if i cant promise not to hate

the melody of your demise
as heavy tears fall from wet eyes
because someday ill make you see,
that your the one who's right for me.

à moi vous êtes parfait; 08:38


20061112

thetruthaboutdiaries.online/offline

no, i don't think people who have diaries are weird(and it's not just that i do, rather did). haha like written ones. the kind where you actually put pen to paper and pour your heart out(and noone can ever find out). cos c'mon, we all know blogs are not all confidential and to some point, we want people to read it and dwelve into our innermost thoughts; who and whos a jackass, who stomped on my heart today. or to know what we did today, what we ate, whered we go. who our friends are. the details.

i guess we all want something to validate our lives, but wouldn't it be easier to have someone there to talk to bout how your day went instead of facing a screen and telling it to the whole wide world(the one that won't talk back)? maybe thats why they invented tagboards huh >. but what if you needed a hug? wouldn't it be nice if there was that one person arnd. but i guess, there are just somethings that people don't wanna know.

then again, maybe its all just a popularity contest, a cry for attention or just simply an outlet. i don't know.

someone once said; it's the good girls who keep diaries. the bad girls never have the time. me, i just wanna live a life i'm gonna remember. even if i don't write it down.

ps. this is ironic s: can you tell? hahaha

à moi vous êtes parfait; 11:51


20061111

alltheworld'swaitingforthesun

oboy, what a day. hopes for tennis dwindled as the sky grew overcast and the clouds overhead burst and oh, the rain. it just would not stop ): but we thought, pish posh, whats a little rain right? wroooooooooooooonngggg. it was pretty awful. we had to concentrate really hard. omg play until can die k. but playing in the rains fun! haha cept that it gets annoying when u cant get ur shots. hmm think if we were in that situation like 10mnths ago, balls wud be flying all over the place!! i think its safe to say that we've improved buttloads (:

well, it is the rainy season. when yano, people whip out their raincoats and wellingtons(i think thats what they call em rubber boots!) and start prancing and splashing in the streets. ahh but no ones that psycho in sg. yawns

and im so shacked now that i dont think i have the energy to do any studying today s: which is pretty screwed! ahh.. i guess you win some you lose some huh! crap

and i feel like eating cake. nice chocolate swiss roll kinda cake. with cherries and mint ice cream. damn.

so its.. 14days to finals and 41days to christmas! wooooo it isn't that far away! december come quick *grins

à moi vous êtes parfait; 19:25


20061109

listentotherainontherooftops

ok! no crazy quotes up tdy cos well, someone said it was getting monotonous :\ ok fine, it was a tad, maybe. but its just so boring and depressing nowadays. study study study barfffffffffffffffffffff.

haha i just woke from a super nice nap, well cos it was raining and raining plus sleep equals nice. haha anyways, i still gt lotsa work to do and yet im like napping and doing all the things im not sposed to do (especially filling out thrashy stuff like the previous post at 2am)! hahah ohwatever, trashy's the new class! haha ok fine, maybe trashy can never be classy but its just things that i do to run away from reality!

school was fine! haha ugh did i just say that? haha we had macs! carm chose it, me and rach just went with her wishes!!! hahah! actually thats the complete opposite. but all signs were pointing to EAT MACS! firstly, noon at the deck is pure hell, cos you have to queue for a damnass long time and its really stuffy and birdshit all over (noone wants to eat with bird poop staring at you). secondly, macs was staring at us in the face! political science lecture; mcWorld, macdonaldlisation! LIKE HELLO! talk about in your face. so being super duper tempted, me and rach overruled the mc-phobic carm 2-to-1. haha cept that when we got there, well, there were still tonnes of people! hahaha so much for not queue-ing for long s:


and so decided to feast since we were starving(yes! like skin and bones starving!)! haha we had like 20 pc nuggets, a buncha fries, mcChicken cos mcFish ran out. YES ITS FATE CARM!!! apple pies, coke(NON-DIET! thts totally groossss!!) and a shitload of sauces for our taking. haha after the burger and apple pie, well, all i can say that i had that i-feel-like-barfing-and-i-dont-care-where kinda feeling. which wouldnt be a pretty sight at all.

so ive decided that macs is actually pretty bad for concentration. cos aftr i had macs, i had stats tut and hoho ZERO concentration i tell ya, it was like trying to keep awake while watching insert-the-most-boringest-movie. im serious. but funny how people just keep going back!! haha guilty!

okay! ive been solicited to promote this: go visit this site http://ossify85.livejournal.com/ now! just click it, don't ask questions! cute cute stuff one, no porn i promise you! hahah im serious! be a babe and click the damn thing! i know flattery doesn't get one anywhere but you know, its all for a good cause! well.. sorta. haha just go la!

oooooooohhhhh and im soooo addicted to ben lee's aftertaste. haha its chill beyond chill. the right kinda song for a rainy day. haha its so nice i can't stand it. its been replaying in my head and itunes since last night! hah right now, its a toss up between that and JT! well much thanks to the filter boy! oh and i like his new mtv, I LOVE THAT MTV! hur JT's the epitome of sexiness and anyone who begs to differ can go and die! haha i can watch it over and over again. so for my own benefit...



told you he was hella sexy (:

oyeah, still haven't bought my soci txtbook! stupid co-op was friggin closed. OF ALL DAYS!! for stocking-taking! how retarded it that! and its the end of semester! can anyone say screwed? technically its my fault tho! haha owells, at least i can sell my soci txtbk aftr this sem since yano depreciation not that great! hahaha owells, i had better get it tmr or id be in deep shit. haha because nothing to study from is not good. not good at all. A's dont pop out magically from thin air! so its time to earn the damn thing!

ahh but before that, prison break tonight! i know im lagging like siao cos i havent been dwlding but but but its tonight! and you know what they say bout better late than never ey?

okays, this is turning out to be one of them no meaning random posts! owells, but 172nd post kay! dont play play!


à moi vous êtes parfait; 19:41


the55stupidquestions

i know youd think me as not quite sane, seeing how im doing this shit at 2 in the morn when i have classes tmr. but i can't sleep and doing this makes me sleepy!

1. How old do you wish you were? 16
2. Where were you when 9/11 happened? was watching ally mcbeal.
3. What do you do when vending machines steal your money? kick it abit, walk away and sulk ):
4. Do you consider yourself kind? YEAH DUH!
5. If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be? on someone else? den if nice then get hahaha bet you dont believe #4 anymore
6. If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be? french! hello!! its the language of lurrvvvee, youd be hella sexy! haha
7. Do you know your neighbours? uhm, considering all my neighbours are either mentally not ok or they have bitchfits every 2secs so no, you dont wanna know them.
8. What do you consider a vacation? anything that has road-tripping involved and where you don't have to drive
9. Do you follow your horoscope? not really?
10. Would you move for the person you love? we'll see, maybee
11. Are you touchy-feely? depends! i like to touch my cat. NOT IN ANY SICK WAY LA MORONS!
12. Do you believe that opposites attract? they do, but in life, like-poles attract too! they just do! ahole-nice, nice-nice, ahole-ahole. yeah all works out eventually
14. Favourite tv channels? friggin MTV, cos they have JT on and if there weren't mtv i spose no one would know how JT looked like and not know that they wanted to marry him.
15. Favourite place to go on weekends? tennis or yano people's house so you can impose on them and destroy their weekends. haha no la! homes nice. homes chill, its the only place youd wanna be
16. Showers or baths? showers and bath! how bbout that! some people just like bathing its scarey!
17. Do you paint your nails? yeah and den proceed to very glamly pick em off
18. Do you trust people easily? i spose so! maybe not. i duno!!
19. What are your phobias? psychopaths and cheekopeks. hahaha
20. Do you want kids? now? no. later on? maybe. we'll see
21. Do you keep a handwritten journal? yeah and its nice. you cannot see tho.
22. Where would you rather be now?in lalaland dreaming bout nice things.
23. Who makes you warm and fuzzy? hmm.. kaypeebaby! haha he is the epitome of warm and fuzzy and thats contagious.
24. Heavy or light sleeper? light
25. Are you paranoid? haha yeah but not to the point of being a kanchiong spider
26. Are you impatient? depends on what im waiting for
27. Who can you relate to? oth! haha
28. How do you feel about interracial couples?they produce cute babies! haha omg produce, like cows or sth! haha
30. What's your pick-up line? haha refer one of the older posts! gt one whole list man!
31. What's your main ringtone on your mobile? goodnight and go? haha i cant change it la. i lost the motorola cd.
32. What were you doing at midnight last night? proly online online shopping. haha
33. What did the last text on your mobile say? should be. HAHA damn attitude. hate em one liners
34. Whose bed did you sleep in last night? my cats, seeing how he decided to proclaim my bed his.
35. What colour shirt are you wearing? white CEEJAY shirt. wat a redundant question
36. Most recent movie you watched? uhmm stay alive?? haha its hella good. scared the bejesus outta me
37. Name three things you have on at all times? panties and a couple of earrings? HAHAHA
38. What colour are your bedsheets? green!
39. How much cash do you have right now? duno? all i know is that they gon be gone soon!
40. What's your favourite part of the chicken? not the ass
41. What's your favourite town/city? singapore? this shows how much i needa get outta here
42. I can't wait 'til: christmas
43. What did you have for dinner last night? dont remb? i have the memory of a goldfish
44. How tall are you barefoot? 1.65m
45. Do you own a gun? ya, its for all those times where you have someone bugging you for shit.
46. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? dont eat/drink in the morn!
47. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years? happy
48. Last thing you ate? PIGS LIVER WAH LAO. damn friggin good
49. What songs do you sing in the shower? whatevers stuck in the head
50. Last thing that made you laugh? sarcastically cos i lost the back piece of my phone and couldnt find it for half hr in my own damn room
51. Worst injury you ever had? fell and busted my chin wide open and blood just started splurting out like the freaking merlion. i was super scared!
52. Does someone have a crush on you? duno duno wat a dumb question, if u have pple hvaing a crush on you very cool meh? HAHA
53. What's your favourite candy? those strawberry long candy things! haha but too much of anything leads to puking. you dowanna try, so ahh yeah those in moderation
54. What song do you want played at your funeral? no idea. but i dont want paris hilton rubbish or anything close to that
55. Eight people to do this? haha i wont wish this on anyone really. its a royal PIA (pain in the ass)

à moi vous êtes parfait; 01:54


20061108

somewhereaclockisticking

Something's getting in the way,
Something's just about to break.

-

ugh! i can't get myself to sit down and study. i just can't! and im getting uber frustrated with myself cos there's really so much to do and hoho so very little time. i sit down, stare at the book and my eyes get sooooooo glazed over that they could flavour at least a dozen donuts. and its down to the wire, two weeks. thats all i have. so time to stop the nonsense and scoot.

à moi vous êtes parfait; 13:24


20061107

theroadthatlaybeforeus

from where i stand now, i see enough of the road to understand how it must be traveled. the trip is to keep moving forward, to let go of the fear and the regret that slow us down and keep us from enjoying a journey that will be over too soon. yes, there will be unexpected bends in the road, shocking surprises we didn't see coming, but that's really the point. don't you think?

-

i guess theres some truth in that. and while we're on the topic of the end and basically moping, sigh. there isn't much to say anymore. people are sad come year end and you really begin to wonder why. because of the happy happy festive season of family and giving, some are sad to be away from their loved ones, others are sad because of their loved ones, or sad because they're alone.. and then there are those who are just sad 24/7. i sposed we have different reasons for the sadness. and its infectious!!!!! its hand reaches out to whoever's nearby, and before you know it, wham! a bout of sadness hits you square on ur forehead and you stagger back. but i guess sadness is also part of the road everyone has to tread, some more than others. but whatever the cause, we have to face it head on and basically.. whoop its friggin butt.

à moi vous êtes parfait; 20:43


20061105

there'ssomekindoflightattheend

at this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred,
18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world.
some are running scared.. some are coming home.
some tell lies to make it through the day..
others are just now facing the truth.
some are evil men at war with good,
and some are good.. struggling with evil.
6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes..
all you need is 1.

-

i love that quote! its like my favouritest quote ever. another reason why i watch one tree hill i put that up half a year ago and i decided i like it more now! so there it is, up there again (:

hmm. so a buncha stuff coming up, finals, birthdays, people coming home, christmas, heck even new years near and vones birthday. woooo, the year flew by and i din even see it coming! so the ends near, or rather here! and the yearend signifies the end of somethings(i guess they call it the end for a reason). endings oh endings, like the school term(haha yay! ahhh, but like 5more to go?!), ruis and jez's year of being eighteen yo kiddy and....... a buncha other things :/

but its also the beginning of other things; forgive the cliche, but the new chapter of our lives(provided nothing drags us back to the dark place we've been running from). '07! friggin 7 years since the arrival of the millenium, year 2000. the year when everyone thought that it was the end of the world -.- and that all computers would malfunction and that the world would sink into some retarded depression and we'd all just die. well, all i can say is that my laptops working just fine and the 'darkangel' eras not here yet and we're not 6feet under. haha o! and also, new resolutions(which noone seem to keep) and then we look back on the year, think of all the what ifs.. and realise '06 has come back to bite us on the ass, for what have we acheived so far?

but i sposed if we think about it, there'd be a buncha things you wish that you'd done and yeah sure, there'd be stuff you'd wanna change too. but you can't. like really can't. the kinda can't where nothing you do in the future can fix. so we learn from it. we all do. even if you don't realise it. and that's the whole point.

so do not look into the past and recount your what ifs, for it has gone. let it go and think about the what had's and you'll see that the past year was more than you could ever ask for.

à moi vous êtes parfait; 23:26


beauty'snotskindeepanymore

it's photoshopped!


à moi vous êtes parfait; 13:46


20061104

saturdaysfaded

so please, baby please. come on, catch my disease.

-

i have that funny feeling. that sunday-ish feeling. but its a saturday!! haha and i din do shit. slept in, was on the lap, on the comp watching greys anatomy and oth, tennis and manu match coming up on tv. gollygaspgoshh. im gon go blind. i can feel it already. the eye popper feeling. ayee hahaha and its like before you know it, another saturday's bit the dust. ocrap! i forgot! geog! aiyo. die die die. nvm tmr morninng. haha ill wake up early (some of you must be thinking, yeah sure). i can wake early la. i do work bettter in the morning! haha maybe not, maybe i just work bettter when theres no tv. haha

go united!!!

à moi vous êtes parfait; 22:52


20061103

you'llfall

ouch.

à moi vous êtes parfait; 23:57


whowillyoube?

There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment, you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on path? Will others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be haunted by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or simply give up.

There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment who will you be?

Will you let down your defenses, and find solace in someone unexpected? Will you reach out? Will you face your greatest fear bravely? And move forward with faith. Or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?


-

yessssssss! the weekends here! and what a way to start it off! by getting an A! yay! i gt an A for soci tutorial and im really happpy with that (: so extra thanks to jeff, al and chris!! we gt As!! ahhaha and also, that was the only lesson for the day and im done with tests! at least for the next 3 weeks! nonetheless! after a week of mugging and kanchiong-ing and sudoku-ing, i can slack! and i have points now! no thanks to someone :p anywyas, yano what would make the weekend better? TENNIS! weee! but thats on sunday, o and if you know.. nvm! o! and if it stop being sunny. friggin weather like duno what la. mad mad mad, the end of the worlds coming.

ok on to more serious stufff.. yano how sometimes you feel hopeless? like theres someone close to you hurting and that there nothing that you can do to help the person? yeah thats me now. its like not even a hug could cure it, its that bad!! and hugs are like the remedy for anything depressing/wrist-slitting-inducing-feelings(DONT GET IDEAS AH!)/sadness/every bad feeling you can think of. and im not gon tell you that ur gon be fine, cos thats not what you wanna hear. so i guess all i can say is that i'll be here if you ever need someone to talk to! and read the thing up there ^, found it for you!

22 days from now before shit hits the f(inals)an! woooooooo plus a hell load of mugging in btwn! wish me luck!

à moi vous êtes parfait; 16:17


20061101

whennostalgiakicksyourass

so soon to say its over, let's see what happens later on. cut this string and let me fly, say goodbye.

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so i was looking through some pictures frm the past year, (even though im sposed to be studying still) and you know how i keep saying 06's rubbish and horrible? maybe it wasn't all that bad after all. ok mixed feelings. the first half, the first half was great. and den came the crap, alot of it. and i guess since christmas is coming, everythings working itself out. it has to!!

and i spose '06 happened for a reason, it was there to teach me sth. after the make ups and break ups, the disappointments, the crazy but oh-so-fun taiwan trip, the 10mnth long holiday spent slacking, trying to work and failing, getting into uni, staying afloat in uni, a buncha people leaving (and going to leave), people coming back(soon anyways), the not-so-surprise party, going out as and when i like without having to have plans, the nice birthday outings with the girls and a whole lot of other memories that fill up 90% of my brain whilst the remaining 10%= half of stats and half of political science stuff is for me to regurtitate tmr morn. i guess if i look back, im glad '06 happened and that im better for it. and unlike some other people, i actually got to spend my year with the people i love! and that it was great and im grateful for everything. i really am. well, cept for the two tests which i have to sit for tmr, that i dont appreciate. haha nonetheless, these ill always keep and the pictures will always be there to remind me that it happened, and when i look back into '06 again sometime in the future, i know ill have sth to smile bout (:

à moi vous êtes parfait; 20:55